Awaken The Sleeper!
Digging Deeper
Not Alone
An unbeliever can often feel their sin is uniquely terrible, even beyond the point of forgiveness. A believer also can feel this same weight of conviction, just as the Apostle Paul did in 1 Timothy 1:15-16 as he calls himself “the foremost of sinners”. Paul wasn’t claiming his sin was the worst and that he was therefore hopeless, but that he was the worst and yet saved. He goes on to say “But for that very reason I was shown mercy so that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display his immense patience as an example for those who would believe in him and receive eternal life.”
Here was a man who held the cloaks of those stoning Stephen and who went house to house committing Christians to prison. Paul was marveling that if Christ could save him, the persecutor of Christ’s church, no one is beyond reach. Before his encounter with Christ on the road to Damascus, Paul sought to obliterate the church. Yet Christ transforms Paul into the greatest missionary of the early church as the Holy Spirit empowered him to write 13 of the 27 books of the New Testament.
However, comparing sins misses the point altogether. The grace of Christ is infinite. All sin is rebellion against a Holy God. Romans 3:10-12 captures the situation perfectly: “There is no one righteous, not even one; there is no one who understands; there is no one who seeks God. All have turned away, they have together become worthless; there is no one who does good, not even one.”
Scripture highlights people whose sins seem exceptionally bad, again showing that no sin exceeds God’s willingness and ability to forgive. Believing your sin is uniquely terrible is a lie from Satan. Revelation 12:10 calls Satan “the accuser of our brothers and sisters, who accuses them before our God day and night.” Do not let the condemnation from the enemy drive you into despair.
Turn to Christ’s finished work. The conviction of sin that drives you to repentance comes from the Holy Spirit and leads to life. Romans 8:1 declares “Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit who gives life has set you free from the law of sin and death.”
The Bible speaks repeatedly about the completeness of Christ’s sacrifice. 1 John 1:9 advises “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.“ The sacrifice was complete, sufficient and final. No debt remains. “When you were dead in your sins … God made you alive with Christ. He forgave us all our sins, having canceled the charge of our legal indebtedness, which stood against us and condemned us; he has taken it away, nailing it to the cross.” Colossians 2:13-14
If you should continue to struggle with the shame of your sin, seek the help of your Christian brothers and sisters. James 5:16 admonishes you to “confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.”
The Christian life involves ongoing repentance because we continue to sin. But repentance leads to freedom. Confess your sins by name and genuinely repent. Present your requests to God with thanksgiving. Receive the gift of forgiveness “And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
You are not alone. Are you living in the freedom of His forgiveness?
Someone’s eternity depends on it!
Awaken the sleeper!